Been lazy to blog for the whole week. Bet everybody missed me posting. Haha... My kids having their common test next week. But it seems like the teacher is the only one who's worried. They can still play afool in class, not listen in lessons, don't bother to hand up homework. Seems like a reflection of myself in secondary school. But den again, i'm smart and talented so its ok. Wahahahaha. Got to think of some ways to wake these kids up.
Went jamming on friday. Haven't touch the drums since before NS. Damn noob now. But it was fun. We're doing it again next week. Hopefully i get it back. Our band name is called The Buay Gan. It means The Cannot Make It. How inspirational. But Sek's leaving for Aussie in 2 weeks. That's one person down. Alex is enlisting in march, another down. Wkends nowadays are always spent with them. Which is great cos mj gang is busy studying in uni. Supposed to meet next week for Kang's Bday next week. Crap. 3 impt events on the same day when normally i gt nothing else better to do. Kang's Bday, Sek's sending off party and CNY dinner. Think i've alrd chosen which one to go to. Sorry to disappoint you Kang Kang. Might miss out on some ang poas too but i could always visit my relatives during CNY. Yep think sending off my longest known fren is more impt. Not that Kang's bday or meeting my relatives is not. Well i just had to make a choice, i'm sure u guys will understand.
I guess the most fearful thing about growing is knowing that our choices will affect our lives greatly. As kids, we had our parents decide for us whether we like it or not. But as you grow up, you get more freedom and you get to make those impt decisions yourself. I appreciate that freedom of choice. Shows who u are as a person, shows wat u value most in your life. Not every decision made will be a good one, but its a choice made by you as a person. If you regret your decision, den you change your character as a person. And you don't make the same mistake again.
Thinking about it for 3 years, i still haven't decided wat course i wanna go into. Some might say i'm fickle and indecisive. But if i have 3 years to think about it, i'm gonna take 3 years to think about it la! No point making a rash decision and end up regreting it. Society changes constantly and to fit it we have to change as well, change our way of thinking, our way of life and our education. I hate making decisions, because i noe i don't have all the necessary knowledge to make the best one. And asking most people about what they think usually results in biased opinions cos they always think what they choose is the best. Might be the best for them, but not me. So oh well.. Guess i'm on my own. Just another month before the A lvl results are released. Another month to think about my course. Still long la.. Hahaha.. But no matter wat i choose, i'll try to be happy wif it. So far my life has turned out pretty well. Even though some people keep saying i complain a lot haha.. But i complain just for the fun of it la.. I noe my life is good. I just like to make it more exciting by emphasizing on the negative stuff. Even fairy tales have dark parts in their stories.
We are defined by the choices we make.
